滴蜡的忧郁肖像

Create a portrait where I am wearing a black blouse with the front shoulder completely exposed. On my shoulder, there are several black candles that are lit, partially melted, and the wax is dripping down onto my shoulder. I am looking sideways at my shoulder. My facial expression is sad, with tears on my cheeks.
The background is dark and moody.
The lighting is moonlight-style.
My hair is messy, unkempt, and conveys a sense of exhaustion or indifference.